Decided!

Ok I have decided not to take the part-time job!!

I guess its better for me to focus on the kids as for now!!

Btw there's this somebody whom is so annoying!!

N i noe, u are just acting to be a good person and u are just acting to make my heart melt i guess but please eh, i dont buy ur word!!

Go to the person whom u already paid for to do ur werk and stop sms mi!!

As i wont entertain u!!

Coz i myself has invested my money to ask people to do my werk and settle it!!

Th's all for now!!

Shld I Or Shld I Not!!

Finally, the decision made!!

N Haziq will be schooling soon!!

Schooling at Al-Iman!!

After sourcing and discussing with the parent, i guess Al-Iman still the 1st choice!! As its cover Islamic lesson!!

He will start on 1st March!!

2 months later than others but im sure he's looking forward to it!!

After 1 settle, another thing to think off!!

Which is, someone offered me a part-time job!!

Every 3 days per week, time 7 pm till 10 pm!!

Still considering to take it or not as whether am i able to cope and manage the time especially with the kids!!

Today will be meeting up the manager to discuss on the job cope!!

Should i or should i not, i shall decide later after the meeting up with the manager!!

Lesson!!

A lesson to learn!!

Never share your "SECRET" to people whom u tink can be trusted or you tink will understand the real situation!!

As they just never understand even how much u try to explain!!

Will u tink they will tink in positive way, i doubt so coz they never understand the real situation!!

If those who want to noe and never noe, let me tell u now!!

I PREFER MY CLOSE FREN TO BE A GUY FREN WHICH IT IS ALREADY FROM MY SKOOL TIME!! EVEN I HV LOTS OF GAL FRENS BUT THEN AGAIN I STILL PREFER THE CLOSE FREN TO BE A GUY!!

BUT LISTEN!!!

CLOSE FREN MEANING REAL FREN AND NOT BF OR SCANDAL!!

N THE REASON Y!!

ASK IT URSELF!!

AS I HAVE MY OWN REASON!!

N TELL URSELF!!

KPO, COMPARING & JEALOUSY, WHO HAS THE MOST ON THAT, GAL OR GUY!!

BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I HATE GAL OR NOT TO BE FREN WIF A GAL!!

I MYSELF A GAL AND I MYSELF NOE WAT A GAL WILL BE TINKING!!

SO PLEASE IF U DONT UNDERSTAND, ITS BETTER U STOP TALKING!!

THE WORLD WILL BE MORE PEACEFUL!!

The Diff Mi!!

Before you all continue to read this entry, i just want to say DO NOT LAUGH!!

This entry is totally about mi!!

The different look and shape since married till now!!

A koliq of mine always told me that i look so BOYAN last time!! hahaha!!

N today i happen to see back my multiply and look through the pics and it make me laugh!!

Y i laugh!!

U just see tis and i guess it will make u all laugh!!

Mi wen i just got married!! So BOYAN rite!! Wif that hair and just look at my Pipi!! So bulat!!




And about 3 months after married, i got pregnant!!

N it become worst!!

Im getting bigger and wider!!

This is mi wen im pregnant Haziq!!



After 9 months past, i give birth to Haziq and wen i pregnant Haziq, i gain more ten 20kg!! N th make me very stress coz after birth im still FAT!!

Just look at tis!! Tis time my hair no more curl but straight and messy!! My Pipi is as chubby as Haziq, hahaha!!



And it takes ard 1 year for me to lose weight and i curl back my hair and highlight tis time round!!




But that is jus a moment coz im pregnant again!! Wat i notice, each time i curl my hair, i will get pregnant, hahaha!! N that is wen i start to gain weight back!!

This is me wen i pregnant Lya!! Start gaining more weight wen im at my last stage!! N also the same as wen im pregnant Haziq, i gain more ten 20kg!!




But after give birth, i guess i lose weight much easier ten wen Haziq time!! Maybe due to breastfeed as i breastfeed Lya longer ten Haziq!!

N this how i look, after pantang!! N hair back straight again!!

Didnt lose as much weight and i decided to cut my hair short and try wif bangs, it make mi rounder back!! The Pipi just prefer to be round!!

But as times goes by, after wat happen to me and my life!!

Th's make mi lose weight and back to my ideal weight!! Wic some of my fren just dont prefer me now as they prefer me to be more fleshy!!

When people ask me, how i manage to lose weight and my answer is simple!!

I will answer "MAKAN HATI!!" Hahaha!!

N this is me now!!




Different rite all the pics!! Wen im bored and nothing to do, i just lyk to see back the old pics!! The kids pics especially!! They grown up very fast!!

N talking about tem!! 5pm please come fast as i cant wait to see tem!!

Shall end the blog here!! N remember hor!! Dont laugh!!

Alone!

Im alone for this weekend!!

N where are the kids?? Well they with their father!!

So th's the reason im alone!!

Bored & Feel Lazy!!

Feel lyk going out but the lazy mood is there, so i guess i just sit at home and rest!!

Wen the kids not around, the house very quiet!!

N its only few hours they left and now i already miss tem!!

They will only back tomorrow at 5pm and now i wish the weekend end soon as i want the kids to be wif mi soon!!

I guess only those who face this problem lyk me will noe exactly how i feel!!

No kids meaning empty life for mi!!

I guess i shall not continue talking about them as it make me miss them more!!

Btw finally the comment link is up as i've been trying to set it up but doesnt seem to werk and finally every of my entry will have a comment link wic u all can leave any comment for mi!!

Y i decided to have that, coz some of my fren seem cant get to see the tagbox at the side, so i guess it would be easier if there's a comment link and delete off my tagbox!!

Ok now i felt so sleepy, i guess its better for mi to have a nap!!

Th's all for now!!

Ex Koliq!!

We suppose to meet on Friday but i forgotten that our boss had an Open Hse for the CNY!!


So we decided to meet yesterday instead!!


Meet them at Far East Plaza!!


Had our Dinner @ Nana Thai!!

While waiting for our Food!!

Nana & CT!!

Mi & Idah!!



Our Dinner!!

After dinner, we walk around Far East!!

Them!!

Tried to snap a pic of 4 of us but failed!!

hahaha, this wat CT snap, she ask me to open up all my ang pows and mostly is the 4D tixs and also Toto but alhamdullilah there's still some cash!!! :)

We sit and have a drink 1st before we say good bye to each other!!

The solo Us!!

N now, a pics of mi wif tem!!

They busy wif the HP!!

Short meeting up but ten we manage to chit chat and update watever we wanted to do so as i guess we miss working together, hahaha!!

Shld arrange again another meet up after CT give birth!!

CNY Day 3!!

Despite the Long Q!!

Long Q meaning very Long Q, see tis!!



Th's didnt make us turn back and still continue our plan!!

N where to??

We wen here!!



I promise the kids that i bring them to ZOO!!

N yes!! Its just me and the kids!!

People asking me how i manage to handle just alone wif both the kids!! I just smile!!

And thanks to both the kids who really well behave through out the day!!

I didnt bring along the pram wif mi yesterday and Lil Lya manage to walk and only wen she's tired, then she ask to be carried!!

So we still Q even though we saw the Long Q but the Q didnt take long!!

While Queueing



N them while waiting, hahaha!!

The 1st animal we view!!

The kids getting excited!!

Lyk i say, its never prefect!! haha!!

Pandai anak aku amik gbr!!

N their turn!!

Them playing!!

Adik da sweating!!

The Animal!!

Chey Abg, posing!!

The tired kids!! On the Tram!!

Our Tram!!

Haziq's Fren!! Haha!!

N after tired viewing the animal, its time to be more sweaty!! N play the playground!! Th's is wen my camera batt flat!! So i capture using my HP!!

Mulut mintak kena cium!!

My 2 Cheeky Kids!!

Ibu also join in!!

N after play, the kids start to feel hungry n thirsty!!

So the only place to have our lunch is KFC!!

This part is a bit challenging for mi!!

The place is crowded and we get sit outdoor, so u all imagine, how i leave the kids and buy the food!!

While queueing, the heart is never feel easy, coz im worried for the kids!!

N thank god, the kids manage to wait for mi patiently for the food!!

Once the kids saw mi out from the door wif the food, they smile and happy the Ibu and food is coming!!

I noe its a risk leaving the kids alone all by temselves, but i noe my kids wont follow others if they dont noe but still the mind is running wild!! But still even wen i leave tem alone, i make sure i still can see them n always look and check on them while im queueing!!

At times i juz need to take the risks just to make the kids happy!!

N just look at them enjoying the food!! N th's make mi happy too!!

After lunch, we walk walk and Haziq wanna take pic wif the tiger & flower!!

N adik, jln2 tgk bunga!! hahaha!!

N last pic as per request by Haziq!!

Its tiring day for us coz the weather is damn hot, but still the kids enjoy it!!

N today, back to reality!!

Back to WERK!!