21 May 2010!!

Suddenly i remember about today's date!!

5 years ago this date is the most memorable date for mi!!

BUT!!!

NOW!!

No Longer At All!!

Boleh buang jauh-jauh to all the memories!!

Not worth thinking it at all!!

Im HAPPY with my LIFE now!!

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Im having sleepless night for the past 2 days!!

Juz cant sleep well!!

I guess the mind is fully occupied and too many things to think of and too many things to settle of!!

At times i juz dont noe where to start, as theres too many things in mind!!

Sometime it juz make mi dont care and dont bother at all!!

What important i want to make my kids happy and so do i!!

So i guess at times its better to juz let go of things that can make you unhappy!!

N best solution is - Silence is Golden!!

14 April 2010!!

Today is the day im waiting for!!

14 April 2010!!

Been waiting this date since 5 July 2009!!

Almost to a year!!

But syukur alhamdullilah, the day im waiting for finally settle as how i wanted!!

Today is the date where my new status begin!!

N no one will love to have a status which im having rite now and even i myself dont wish to have it!!

But we are just human being who can plan for our future but everything in god hand!!

Like i always say, god is always fair!!

N alhamdullilah, today settle as wat i wanted!!

After nearly 1 year of battle and suffering from their treatment that coz all the fats gone and finally i WIN!!

So now my focus is the kids!!

I PROMISE to myself that i will never make my kids suffer!!

I noe it will never easy for mi!!

But no matter what, I PROMISE that the kids will get all the LOVE from mi!!

Never will i neglected them and all attention will priority for them!!

Insyallah, i will give them the best as wat all kids want!!

I just need to be strong and keep telling myself i can do it!!

To be strong is never easy but i never give up!!

Patience and insyallah we will get wat we want and all proven today!!

The patience that i have been enduring is worth it!!

The moment he say it from his mouth this morning!! The 1st word out from my mouth is "Syukur Alhamdullilah"!!

Im happy coz im out from wat im suffering all this while!!

My family member who know how much I have suffered!!

N i shall thanks to my family member who giving me advise, support and also keep telling me to be patience!!

Without them, i guess, i will no longer here as wat i suffered is the worst of my life!!

That's the reason y i am so HAPPY today!!

My new life start now!! Insyallah i can do it!!

Pray for mi people!!

The Diff Mi!!

Before you all continue to read this entry, i just want to say DO NOT LAUGH!!

This entry is totally about mi!!

The different look and shape since married till now!!

A koliq of mine always told me that i look so BOYAN last time!! hahaha!!

N today i happen to see back my multiply and look through the pics and it make me laugh!!

Y i laugh!!

U just see tis and i guess it will make u all laugh!!

Mi wen i just got married!! So BOYAN rite!! Wif that hair and just look at my Pipi!! So bulat!!




And about 3 months after married, i got pregnant!!

N it become worst!!

Im getting bigger and wider!!

This is mi wen im pregnant Haziq!!



After 9 months past, i give birth to Haziq and wen i pregnant Haziq, i gain more ten 20kg!! N th make me very stress coz after birth im still FAT!!

Just look at tis!! Tis time my hair no more curl but straight and messy!! My Pipi is as chubby as Haziq, hahaha!!



And it takes ard 1 year for me to lose weight and i curl back my hair and highlight tis time round!!




But that is jus a moment coz im pregnant again!! Wat i notice, each time i curl my hair, i will get pregnant, hahaha!! N that is wen i start to gain weight back!!

This is me wen i pregnant Lya!! Start gaining more weight wen im at my last stage!! N also the same as wen im pregnant Haziq, i gain more ten 20kg!!




But after give birth, i guess i lose weight much easier ten wen Haziq time!! Maybe due to breastfeed as i breastfeed Lya longer ten Haziq!!

N this how i look, after pantang!! N hair back straight again!!

Didnt lose as much weight and i decided to cut my hair short and try wif bangs, it make mi rounder back!! The Pipi just prefer to be round!!

But as times goes by, after wat happen to me and my life!!

Th's make mi lose weight and back to my ideal weight!! Wic some of my fren just dont prefer me now as they prefer me to be more fleshy!!

When people ask me, how i manage to lose weight and my answer is simple!!

I will answer "MAKAN HATI!!" Hahaha!!

N this is me now!!




Different rite all the pics!! Wen im bored and nothing to do, i just lyk to see back the old pics!! The kids pics especially!! They grown up very fast!!

N talking about tem!! 5pm please come fast as i cant wait to see tem!!

Shall end the blog here!! N remember hor!! Dont laugh!!

IT Just Begin!!

Finally!!!

The Blog Is Back!!

With Different URL and Different Chapter!!

I've Decided To Start Blogging For This Year As I Miss Doing It So Much!!

Life Has Change A Lot!!

Yes A Lot Of Changes In My Life!!

N By Looking At The Blog Pictures, U All Will Noe Wat I Mean By Changes A Lot!!

2010 Has Juz Started and It Start Of Wif A Lil Of Hiccup and Insyallah Everything Will Gonna Be Fine Soon!!

I Really Hope 2010 will be a Good Year For Us!! The 3 Of Us!!

Dont Wish To Remember About The Past and Its Time To Plan The Future!!

For Myself And For The Kids!!

I Noe Its Not Gonna Be Easy But Insyallah Everything Will Be Fine!!

Till Ten Will End My 1st Blog as For Now!!