14 April 2010!!

Today is the day im waiting for!!

14 April 2010!!

Been waiting this date since 5 July 2009!!

Almost to a year!!

But syukur alhamdullilah, the day im waiting for finally settle as how i wanted!!

Today is the date where my new status begin!!

N no one will love to have a status which im having rite now and even i myself dont wish to have it!!

But we are just human being who can plan for our future but everything in god hand!!

Like i always say, god is always fair!!

N alhamdullilah, today settle as wat i wanted!!

After nearly 1 year of battle and suffering from their treatment that coz all the fats gone and finally i WIN!!

So now my focus is the kids!!

I PROMISE to myself that i will never make my kids suffer!!

I noe it will never easy for mi!!

But no matter what, I PROMISE that the kids will get all the LOVE from mi!!

Never will i neglected them and all attention will priority for them!!

Insyallah, i will give them the best as wat all kids want!!

I just need to be strong and keep telling myself i can do it!!

To be strong is never easy but i never give up!!

Patience and insyallah we will get wat we want and all proven today!!

The patience that i have been enduring is worth it!!

The moment he say it from his mouth this morning!! The 1st word out from my mouth is "Syukur Alhamdullilah"!!

Im happy coz im out from wat im suffering all this while!!

My family member who know how much I have suffered!!

N i shall thanks to my family member who giving me advise, support and also keep telling me to be patience!!

Without them, i guess, i will no longer here as wat i suffered is the worst of my life!!

That's the reason y i am so HAPPY today!!

My new life start now!! Insyallah i can do it!!

Pray for mi people!!